25(ish) to go!!
Garren has been gone 150 days today. Recently, it's been very hard on me. I thought going back to school and getting back into a routine would help, but it sent me the other way. I have been feeling more alone than I did before. I don't want to be anywhere...I just want to be with him. I wonder why I randomly get these feelnigs. Things are going great...I'm enjoying work. I love being in Nursing School. My family and his family are wonderful. I have the greatest friend's I could ever ask for. And I feel bad that recently, it hasn't seemed like enough. I guess I'm wishing for this leave more than I let myself realize.
So school is hard! To say the least. I have clinicals this semester at Kennestone Hospital. I am glad to be closer to home:) Cobb Hospital was quite a drive on that tired afternoon, but I am thankful Hailey shared her bed with me!
Garren is surviving also. I know he is homesick and ready for a break from the sandy life. As many of you have seen in the news they've been taking a lot of hard hits recently. His base has been badly hit many times, and people have been injured and killed. I am so grateful for that phone call I get to let me know it wasn't him. I thank all of you for your thoughts and prayers for us on this adventure. February is right around the corner! He will be home sometime between the 19th and the 27th. I'm not sure who of you know exactly when, but it is a surprise for me! So if you know, keep his secret:)
Girl you will make it through this, and I know you hear it all the time, but it will only make your relationship stronger than ever! I know its probably so frustrating to hear that, and it doesn't make things better instantly, because it doesn't make him there, but I just pray for you that in the future it will make a world of difference for you guys! I pray that God gives you His undying strength to get through this, and I know that you will perservere!
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